Tuesday, September 29, 2015


in the ocean of love---
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silence can't stay for longer duration
sounds started to bang the main door
I  am lone completing the reading of my poetry book.
From where did this scintilating light flash?
I s it from the beloved 's torchwho deserted me long back?
and who still desires to pull al the strings at her end
tomake me fall down in this ocean oflove,once again!!

Friday, September 25, 2015


MUSE INDIA-OCT-09

Dedication

 

.... to the invisible person

Who sweats all through the day and night

To make us happy

I dedicate this small and short verse

 

He raises our garden beautifully

with all varieties of flowers

spreading fragrance

all through the year

and expects all of us

to bear tender flowers in hearts

to fill the earth with fragrance of love

 

To that gardener

with reverence I bow,

I dedicate the petals

and fruits this day

and all tomorrows to come...

 

At the opportune time

 

In divinity...

 

Uneventful incidents

sometimes shackle me

for longer duration

and my hopes start to go dry

 

The waves in the sea rise high

only to surrender thereafter

and ebb into oblivion

 

If balloons are not tender

and do not surrender

with air can we fill them ever,

can we pop up a stone

by blowing a storm into it?

 

May hopes and desires be flexible,

as sugar in milk

in divinity

we should be soluble...

 

 

Ecstasy

 

It appears to me

my life has entered a maze,

speed breakers of luxury

and dark traffic signals

have held me back

to reach my destination in time,

 

My hopes and desires stumble

against the boulders of despair,

I am wounded and race no more...

Can I ever have His mercy

to reap the divine ecstasy ?

+++=

A fateful morning...

 

In the early hours

of this fateful morning

I am being anxious

to hide my age,

I tried to beautify my

unheeding gray hair

colouring it to thick black sheen.

 

The mirror, I am holding

in my shivering hands

suddenly slipped down to spread

in splinters all around the floor.

 

Every piece of the broken mirror

reflected the images of my worrying face

and unequivocally, my sulking mind

expressed great concern

over the mishap that happened unexpectedly.

 

Is it me exactly

Or my inner being

in the grip of fear

worries so much

over this insignificant matter?

 

Has the inner soul developed a fracture

that the youth has given a slip,

or does my heart chuckles

and beats fast...

is it innocence or foolishness,

or something else that bothers me

and has delivered a packet of anxiety

at my door step on this fateful morning?

**********************************************************

 

Sanctum -Sanctorum

 

When my heart is overflowing

in pain and despair

and why does my soul draw tear from a deep well

and pour it slowly on to my lap?

 

As long as joy was unlimited

and delight made my heart light

I was unmindful of bliss and ecstasy, 

When my sky is overcast today

in desperation I search for the sun...

 

I pray you My lord! my friend and philosopher,

I wait for your little finger to hold

for every act or deed I propose to do hereafter.

You are my sole saviour 

the storehouse of supreme power

you are the revered deity

in the Sanctum -Sanctorum of little temple!!

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++



in sprinkles...

 

I feel delighted

and my joy knows no bounds

when rain , drops in sprinkles on my head,

I immediately turn myself for a moment as a child

when I played in showers in those carefree days

despite strong warnings

by my affectionate  parents.

 

I continued my tryst with it,

preparing paper boats

and putting them on water

to float swiftly

 

 

My garden smiles with blooming flowers

and my heart dances in joy

 

 

Even now on seeing the black clouds in the sky

my dreams form droplets to come down

to cheer the farmers in their fields

and tickle the kids drenching their silken cheeks

to the coveted destiny...

 

Even while moving in groups

I feel alienated

and loneliness

just frightens me

 

When it is in the case of my loneliness

I can't think of any body else my lord! except You

My mind parades round your ideals

and my heart in rhythm beats

just your name, not any other thing.

 

Now my soul decided to join you

in the set journey

Oh! The supreme lord!

Just be with us and lead us on to the coveted destiny

we all feel delighted for your leadership

and stay dedicated for ever on sands of time.

++++++++++++++++++

For all other practical purposes

 

When it is dark all the time, 

for a little brightness we crave more

and put all hopes in you

with a checkered career in mind

 

When the flow of water is fast

and the swift waves threaten

on our safe passage

We keep you and your assurances in heart

and brave the crisis to tide over

 

Wherever we need your help and guidance

we are actually getting it before hand

and we naturally feel it as a boon to us

for all our sincere and serene prayers

 

Oh! God!! our supreme power!!!!

we derive confidence by chanting

your names umpteen times

day in and day out and in all our daily chores

 

Our experiences all the way look different

But we all sail with you to reach our goals

with courage and confidence

we all living beings look odd in nature

but we are all one,

with dedication we surrender to you

for all other practical purposes...

*********************************************

At his lotus feet ...

 

When the spring steps in

the blunt branches of dried trees

wake  up from the cold slumber

of the long nights of the winter

 

Tender green leaves sway

in the cool southern breeze,

new buds wink and wait

to blossom to every body's surprize

 

Fragrance wafts all around

to welcome our Supreme Lord,

does his chariot land

or He sends His ambassadors -

the bees and the butterflies

into a world so cheerful and so jocund!

 

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++==

 

Looking at all the odds

 

Looking at all the odds for decades together

an inhuman tendency has developed

by all the humans in the world

 

Thus, some nation’s unwanted fascination

for waging wars against a weak nation,

and media going ga ga for coverage

for awards and prizes

bring no surprises

in a ruthless world...

 

Arms dealers and experts

in guerilla warfare

win accolade and honours,

rule nations by proxy

in the name of healthy democracy.

 

Will ever man be sane

and blow cool breeze of love

instead of tornado of hate

and cruel hurricane?

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

 

Dredging the channels ...

 

Some news channels

roam around sensational clips

by striking the keys of playback and

fastforward options alone, time and again

 

Some family channels

try to systematize villainy

In their long drawn unending serials

Much to the excitement of viewers

 

Some music channels

on the track of offering reality shows

Highlight the squabbling, in quick succession

Only in the name of arousing interest in the minds of onlookers

thus spilling waves of embarrassment in the minds of connoisseurs

 

May be some channels without minding  more for ratings

Continue to highlight ‘National geography events’

and interludes with educative interest on thebackground.

The eyes that are very much  glued to the screens should identify

which ones are to be encouraged, which ones to be censored

and what need to be absorbed in the interest of the next day

 

 

As a last resort ...

 

Once I am delighted to see the sky

Closely shrouded by black clouds

Blocking all the scorching summer sunshine

and sprinkling drops of water on earth

 

Can these rains go disastrous

and make the lives of people

stranded on sheets of water

and all their hopes of normal life

go astray with desires

inundated in shambles

shooting ahead with flows of water?

 

Does the GOD of rains too

Play games so unkind

with the hapless poor lot

crying for help in sheer despair.

 

Are we leaving the path of righteousness

and moving away from the tenets of Dharma,

teach such fitting lessons

to think once again  to revert to the days of ‘Ramarajya’

feeling it as a last resort to our grieving earth

 

 

Rao garu, Relevant ruminations on rains. It is perhaps the running commentary on the present cyclonic condition in Krishna and Guntur districts. Regards.

 

Ch J Satyananda Kumar, visakhapatnam

Oct 03, 2009  

 

 

In the rain and shine of life...

On some days I delve deeply into the ocean of thoughts

and swim onto the tides of utter despair

 

On some other days I fly high in the sky

making all my days thereafter look brighter than ever before.

 

Oh! My lord! Why all these disparities

play hide and seek in the lives of Humans?

 

"OH ! the innocent devotee, if light doesn't appear

you feel half dead with dense darkness  frightening you all the time

And thereby  you will not get a chance

to be delighted and thereby highlighted

in all the walks of your life, leaving all the pain do the drain

 

Be patient and wait for a chance

to feel excited for experiencing these

lights and shadows in the rain and shine of life"

As light comes naturally darkness disappears

on the quick sands of time- oh my devotees!

Museindia-Nov 09

Insider

 

How much worse the day made
the old age did all this mess
the mirror resting in the shivering hand
fell down the hard ground


Surprisingly all the splinters
started laughing at my beauty therapy
in million tones
imaging my broken thoughts

There are however no traces
to evidence the involvement of the mirror
but my insider, from the deep depths of soul
began to heckle a lot

and started to degrade and devalue my stature

Now I am able to trace the real roots
of those thumping signs
and to complain about my insider
about his hard and un savoury treat

 

Lead us to destiny...

 

Even while moving in groups

I feel alienated

and loneliness just frightens me.

In case of my loneliness

I can't think of any body else, my lord!

except You and you only!

My mind parades round your ideals

and my heart just beats

your name alone, not otherwise.

Now my soul decided to join you

in the rest of the journey.

Oh! The supreme lord!

Be enlightening us, with all the needed inputs

and also be firm in winning us from all the ignorant threats

and drown all our innocent and innumerable fears.

Please just be with us and lead us all on to the coveted destiny.

We all feel delighted for your able and efficient leadership

and stay dedicated for ever and prostrate before you...



Be all

 

Be nice and tune fine

while considering

the acts and deeds of another

 

Be critical

while assessing

the human angle

of your own self

 

Be a devotional identity

while evaluating

critically,

the beats of a dedicated heart

 

Be a representative

soul of service

while professing

the quotes of the elite

 

Be in proximity

to the society around,

while scribbling verses

that have to touch the minds of readers

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

A tested software

 

Leaving behind

the sweet history of the enlivened past

and erasing it completely without a trace

from the hard disk of my heart,

I now search for a finely tested software

that unfailingly kindles my hopes

and also assist me

in harvesting my long cherished dreams

and help me to revitalize all my energies

on present day’s atmosphere

and prefers to save my mind and soul

from any destabilizing environment

+++++++++++++++++++++

haiku

 

autumn sun

with a lone cloud

drifts away

 

spring sun

a bouquet of lovely flowers

accepts each morning

 

summer sun

in afternoon breeze

dries up the sweats

+++++++++++++

 first rains...

kids launch

paper boats

+++++++++++++

 spring rains...

shower baths

for tender plants

In no time

 

What is all this foul smell?

For how long it has been stinking?

Having spread fast into the areas in closer proximity

The existence of humanness itself has became a big question mark!!

 

One acts defiantly on sentiments

and slowly spreads hatred among people

and try to establish his identity

in unusual and uncommon terms

 

Another having an eye on the highest seat

involves himself in all gimmicks

that destabilize the authority

thus expressing himself apparently, in unclear terms.

 

Another in the name of blowing whistle

places himself in every crux, related to general public

and receives brickbats in lots of numbers

from the unsuccessful giants, who try to defame his stature.

 

What all we have achieved till now,

traveling hard in this sixty years of republic formation?

Except getting a bane of  forgetting  our deep rooted humanness

and receipt of innumerable heckles from all over the horizon, in no time



 

I do not know why ?

 

Why this irresistible temptation
to smell the lovely flowers
which spread sweet fragrance
ever fresh and ever new?

Why this innovative passion
to watch the varying colours of the sky
during the hours of sun rise 
and at the time of sunset ?

Why do I admire the waves on the sea
that rise high and the next moment lie?

Do they appear just to tell us

every high may be followed by a low!



To bear fruits tomorrow

 

[On the occasion of CHILDERNS’ DAY]

 

Why all these tender buds

are waning without flowering?

Why these rising [suns]children

are setting their fortunes

to drop down at  the west coast untimely?

 

Why do we ignore to ignite

their dormant desires

and act ourselves in turn

as blind folded citizens?

 

Walk into the beats of their innocent hearts

we find a staunch grouse  

running, mute in their blood

but swiftly spearheading squarely against us

 

Talk to their ignorant minds and souls

they unequivocally hate our contented policy

as being an incorrigible  fault unpardonable at any time.

 

Let us all allow their timely desires to take the shape

and bloom and blossom to bear fruits tomorrow

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++====

Define life in more words...

 

Dullness  and drudgery
don't make life any time happier
Come on ! come on!!!  My beloved
Join me ! Shake your hands with mine

and with more enthusiasm rock on the floor

Life is here to shine like new leaf in spring,
not shrink, fall off and wither in winter,

but in all its warmth in every season to prosper..

Life has it own spice, its own alphabets to be defined!

Tuesday, September 22, 2015

stepping on
to  the sea waters
jumping high
 under  the  azure sky
kids shine as true wizards.
every time
i turn to her side.
the scales tilt
to her side
ultimately
with no exception
of my imminent presence.

Monday, September 21, 2015

Transform me
to suit your taste
translate me
to obsess your feelings.
Transliterate me
to breath as yours.
For get me not and never Forgiveme
I  like to be your guest ,for ever
not in dreams,but in reality.
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Some where ,some time
I  gazed at you
with all staring looks
but austerity springing
in my mind.
Now you seems
to behave differently
with all modern attire
and improved diction.
Do you still  love me
or decided to leave  me ashore ?
Is our love for lorn
and now  ship wrecked?

Sunday, September 20, 2015

When inner thoughts go wild
and are unable to embrace serenity
in folios of our inclination to modernity
we seek more and depend very well
on technical aspects
including evincing interest
 in updated robotic gadgets.

Innovative ideas entice us but can't pave
 way for our sincerity,integrity and above all honesty
and couldn't  increase our fascination for human values on top
and spreading fraternity amongst all living beings.
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Saturday, September 19, 2015

worried
all along the life
 the fate line
of the old generation.
leaving firm foot steps
on wet sands
the duo of
two generations
hope for
a better  future
golden sun rays
parading
 on all water flows
 brightening
the aqua zone.
So many hundreds
of these human corpses
floating on to the shore.

Is it not the gruelling effect of
  criminalised human tendency
designed only
to supress the  lower strata
to win laurels
of the ruling hues?
A pathetic story
running on
 since ages
electrified now
to print on human history
for  teaching 
future generations
leaving firm foot steps
on wet sands
the duo of
two generations  hopefor
a better  future

Friday, September 18, 2015

Where are you my beloved!
not found behind bushes
nor around the rushes.

not on the lake side
nor on the freeway ride
Where did you hide
it is time now to abide!

Thursday, September 17, 2015

Unfinished agenda
the half drawn
pencil sketch
of the color changing sky.
The child stares  at
the lights and sounds
and leaves the project
midway in despair

Wednesday, September 16, 2015

శూన్యాకాశాన్ని
నేను అందంగా గీస్తే
ఆ ముసురుకుంటున్న
మబ్బులగుంపును
కసిగా చెరిపేసారు
ఎవరబ్బా?
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my pencil sketch
of  the empty sky
who purposefully
erased  those
shrouding clouds?
rain drops
on window pane
multiple rainbows
bowing their heads
to departing summer
====================
the child prefers
wake up songs
to lullabies
whacky wednesday
not finding
blue crayon
child leaves
the azure sky
in  pale state.
a feast in the woods
none to enjoy the food
all eyes stare at
the fruit bearing trees
stood  nearby.
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Thursday, September 10, 2015

Fate line-
------------------
Come along
walk romantically with me,
no obsessions necessary   to twist  to the fate line
for favoring you and also me on a lovely path in future times
Your aquiline smile will entice me 
and down me on floor space instantaneously
You are of course my melodious tune in life's acquired  tones,

Hold me hand in hand and move ahead
marching forward . making steps in unique ways.

You are my fragrant picked up my scenting garden.
Come with me and if need be lead me , there after with a lovely vision,
forging ahead with no tantrums or magical spells diverting the destined direction
we have chosen' after a careful study getting deeper into the intricacies
that may obstruct the flows or frankness of my personality and demeanor
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The march is on moving very fast
Please don't leave it in the midst
Yes I agree life is undoubtedly a miracle
And love never stands as an obstacle
The atmosphere may turn to odd
And may play havoc and make us sad
Yet never leave the march past 
You may be in the line that is last
\Loose not the heart
Difficulties may encounter in any sort
Be pleasant and do smiling
It is all an act of Almighty 
And spring hopes even in an odd entity
Vapours not resembling
laughing gas's equations
It is a chlorine vapour
fumed to clean my heart,
mind, body and soul.
\After smelling it for some time
I am slowly getting into trans literally
and feeling as if flying like a bird
with new wings that are added afresh
\Is it really a day dream?
or a tryst with the girl mate?
or an admixture of both
in chemical tunes
Who are you?
following me althe time
whether it is day or night .

I 've no words to speak to you
if you have some , come  express yourself
and amaze me in your own style.

Let this moon spread his brightness all around us
and energise our feelings to move to gether in life.
If you follow me you will be just an admirer 
and if at all  i can follow you you will be a guide for ever.